i hate sundays because i got nothing to do at home and dear is working. ):

i was so damn bored and i became very grouchy. mum was very nice to come up with a list of things i can do during weekends:

• find a part-time job
• go for some beautician courses and then i can open a shop in future (wtf?!)
• go shopping without spending money
• watch tv at home

but none interests me. damn.

then she ask me to go out with my friends. i paused for 3 seconds and realised i got no friends. not exactly no friends but then some things are just......

i just met up with effie and kf ytd. and i think the freaks will be busy preparing themselves for school tmr/preparing to book in.

and sometimes i really don't feel like hanging out with my secondary school friends because i think we have no common topic.
recently amanda messaged me telling me cehui and alicia's birthday is coming and wanna plan sth for them. i didn't want to reply her because i was pissed off.


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they had a gathering in feb for huili's birthday, march for mary's birthday.


she promised a celebration for EVERYONE, but what happened to mine and teresa's?! don't tell me everyone is not free in june. since nobody celebrate for me, what should i celebrate for others? and not all of them remembers my birthday! not even a happy birthday from some of them. and i am very unwilling to attend this gathering because i am super pissed off, and i refuse to celebrate for people who doesn't bother about me.


shidah organised a gathering on friday for meiting's birthday and i didn't go because i end work at 5pm, and they are meeting at 730pm and i am sure that people will be late. i don't know how to spend my 2.5hrs and partly due to the same reason as cehui + alicia's birthday celebration.

am i petty or what? i have no idea.


and i lost a friend recently. i didn't do anything to piss him off, but it's just his nature to go missing once he got a new girl.
nobody listens to me complain, nobody talks to me about funny things in life, nobody share youtube links with me. nobody meet up after work for dinner. nobody have long walks with me. damn.
initially when the amanda asked me out for the gathering, i was angry/pissed off and i needed to complain to someone but he's not online and i didn't want to msg him just to complain just in case he is with his girl and i msg him and complain.... it's not very nice la.
tsk tsk.


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it's raining and it makes me feel so lazy to go out. i needa go ave 8 to collect my glasses (damn it, it's so far) and i need a hair cut. i think my hair is in bad shape and i need to do sth to my fringe. ARGH.

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