i get very irritated very easily recently. i don't know is it my problem or the people around me. argh.

i didn't have a good cny this year. the mood is just not there.
on cny eve, i don't understand why my mum eat reunion dinner at 4pm. YES, 4pm. by the time we were done eating, it's only 5plus. and there's nothing for me to do so i rotted all the way. the worst thing is, dear went out without me, leaving me at home to rot even more.

then on the first day of cny. we were supposed to go to my maternal grandma's place. my grandma's kind of old and she couldn't cook for like 20plus people anymore. so it was a potluck gathering. my mum was the first to get ready and then she started to make noise and saying im slow bla bla bla. and she couldn't wait and left for my grandma's place first. (my grandma stay across me only, like 5mins walk) so when we reached downstairs we saw my mum at the traffic light. and, when we reached my grandma's place we were the first family. *ROLLS EYES* like you so kan jiong and then you first to reach.

then i came back in the afternoon and started rotting again. till like 5plus went over to dear's place and then went his aunt's place at 7plus. ate and stoned till 10 and went home. rotted and played stupid games cos i was really bored.

then today, went my aunt's place at 3plus. steamboat-ed (my 3rd steamboat this cny) and my parents went for some ulu concert at chinatown, while my sis and benson went JP for movie. wanted to wait for dear at my aunt's place but then it just feel weird and got my uncle to send me home. i thought dear will be coming over to find me but then he couldn't make it so i had to bring my helmet back myself (YES I BROUGHT THE BIG AND BULKY HELMET THERE). then my parents came back and i don't know wtf is wrong with them and my dad gave a super black face.

him: how you come back?
me: uncle send me back
him: you know he won't go fetch you still bring the helmet
me: also nv ask you take *turn and walk away*

i seriously don't know what is wrong with him. or maybe the problem lies on me. i just got a lot to say and i don't know anybody wants to hear me complain. ARGH. life's a bitch.

♥ 12:04:00 AM