i realised that i should complain less, and be happy with what i have now.
i keep complaining how tough life is in ntu.
maybe it's not that tough afterall.
no clock-in and clock-out, i can go for break for 2 hours and go for tea as and when i like, i can do things OTOT, im given freedom.
although some people in the lab are irritating, but they are nice people.
they will help if you need help
even though im not even halfway through the project, but im glad im in ntu doing things that my classmates may not get to do it. (i may not get to do what they are doing now also anyway)
but at least i am more interested in what i am doing now, than those things they are doing in school.
so for now, i shall work hard.
try to reach school early and finish up whatever im supposed to do.
OT if needed. actually i don't mind staying in school till late on some days, cos i got nothing to do at home also.
i just want to see results, and i bet the feeling of getting pure compound is like striking 4D like that. hahahaha
next i complain about work.
sometimes i feel that im working very little. but come to think of it, im working more than some colleagues.
even though i get upset when i receive the schedule every month, but i guess my boss alr gave what she can to me. so i shall appreciate the company more.
and i honestly think that my job is quite well paid, compared to other people.
it's probably the way i spend that makes things ugly. BAH.
and i realised im taking things for granted.
im always expecting dear to do certain things.
when he don't do those things i'll be angry and start throwing my temper.
and he's not supposed to quarrel with me, he's supposed to coax me and all.
even though i always do silly things to piss him off, but i still love him alot alot. =D
p.s. i lub my stead 1314, 3344
i guess i should really be contented with my life. i've got a nice family (my sis helped me pay my hp bills ytd cos starhub threatened to cut off my line), a perfect bf, lovely friends (i really hope they are always there), a nice job and school has been fine (just that it's torturing me physically and mentally quite a bit)
life's good, although i face financial problems most of the time.
BAH.
