i dread school!
OT for the whole week and i don't like it.
we stayed till like 7.30 in school on thursday. and i reached home at like 8.45pm.
how sucky can school get?
all thanks to disgusting panda, who doesn't organise his things.
he did reactions, then put them ALL in the fridge, bring them out after 1.5weeks and ask us to complete experiment.
so in that 1.5weeks we are doing nothing.
or rather, we are helping him with his experiments.
hello! we got our own experiments also!
the worst thing is, he tries to push all the blame to us, so that professor won't scold him.
how sucky can he get.
example:
we did our experiments. he said it's OUR experiments so we labelled our experiments in our own way like 7A, 7B, 7C, 7D, 8A, 8B, 8C, 8D and 8E. obviously we know what we are doing. so he being the kpo shit tried to act smart or what, he labelled those stuff HIS way like 1.1, 1.2, 1.3, 1.4, 2.1, 2.2, 2.3, 2.4 and 2.5. so he ended messing everything up, because of the labelling. so initially he tried to act like a boss and sort of scolding me for messing up HIS labels and said we should standardize everything and follow the way he label. i was quite pissed off la. so i shoot him back: it's OUR experiment, we label according to the way we understand. i emphasized on the word OUR. okay, so he kept quiet. BLAHS.
he's supposed to test the samples for the purity. and he forgot to test them. when professor asked him for the results of the test, he gave him some rubbish and professor was quite pissed off because even the stupid panda knows the papers he gave professor have no link! so he said we messed up all the samples and he couldn't test.
then he tried to act as if he's the boss and command me to do things.
example:
he wanted me to record down the updates of the experiment in MY notebook.
so i just flipped to that experiment page and wanted to write, but he said: NO NO, write on a new page, why write here?
hello? will this affect the experiment? will you have one piece of meat less when i write it at that page? riduculous la. so i shoot him back: this is MY notebook, i know what i am writing and where i write.
yesterday ivy and i were very busy and he still ask us to do things when he is free.
and he did nothing for the whole day. REALLY NOTHING OKAY.
argh.
70 more days to go!
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this major project really made me see no meaning in life.
everyday im working hard on experiments.
but what do i get in the end?
i don't understand the purpose of doing those experiments. as in, what does it do, how can it help.
which means i may screw up my presentation and probably get a pass at the end of the semester.
but what panda gets? PhD? life is never fair.
i work so hard, from morning till night. but who knows im working hard?
my supervisor in school? professor at ntu? panda?
i think only ivy knows.
but that's not enough, cos she's not the one grading me.
then everyday im going to school, reach home late.
i don't even have time for myself, my family or dear.
this sucks.
wanted to meet my sis and mum for dinner last night.
but i was dismissed late.
and i didn't want them to wait for me cos they reached compass alr.
there's no point in them sitting there looking at me eat right.
was feeling very low when im on the train.
what kind of life is this?
really see no meaning. or perhaps i haven't see the meaning yet?
anyways, met dear and headed to expo.
wanted to go adidas sale but it's CLOSED.
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ended up at food fair.
to be exact, it's pasar malam.
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conclusion: it's not my day yesterday, or rather, it's not my week this week. ):
