shoot me dead please.
i think im the biggest fool in the world.
why do i always believe what people say so easily?

had a dream last night.
dream i was stil tgt with him
was watching tv at his house and fell asleep
he carried me back to his room
and we both slept till like don't know what time.
like what we used to do in the past.

was still hoping things will turn out better.
but i realised i was wrong.
i was dumb to believe those things he said that night.
and obviously there's someone else in his heart.

i cannot blame anyone but myself
i was the one who started all these nonsense.

why did you tell me you still miss me?
why did you tell me you can't find a replacement when she's all that's in your heart now?
why did you message me when i told you we should stop contacting each other?
why did you tell me both of you are just friends?
why did you bring me out for breakfast and dinner?
why did you let her replace my name under <3?
why am i crying over these now?
why am i feeling pain in my heart?

i don't wish to talk to you or see you anymore
you broke your promise.
and i hope you two can be happy.
take care, good bye.

)':

♥ 2:21:00 PM