yawns. this few days i've been suffering from pms. DAMN IT. i dunno what's happening to me la. whenever i reach home i will feel very pek chek then dun feel like talking to my mother. then will end up shouting at her. i found out that she doesn't understand me. she's always asking me to do homework if not revise my chinese. she doesn't know what's going on in school. everyday i come home i'm damn tired. and still expect me to do housework. i know she's tired after working but i'm also tired! who's not tired. but sometimes i really feel lazy. she hafta cook and then do housework. BLAHS. what am i talking bout. i'm contradicting myself~ but anyway, i dun think she understand me. she doesn't know what i want and she's not like other mother who can be more open-minded. if she can accept the fact that i'm attached and not object, i dun think my life will be so tiring now. i need to think of excuses to give her when i reach home late. and i'm running out of excuses! i want to spend time with my dear but it seems like she doesn't allow me to do that. why can't she be like my auntie? my auntie accepts my cousins' steads and doesn't object.. somemore they are quite close lor. BLAHS.

and i feel that my sister doesn't understand me also. she doesn't like me to go out with him often. she thinks that i'm always going out and not studying. quarrelled with her over this a few times. maybe she doesn't know what is call "missing someone" and "have the urge to see him". ahhs. dun wanna think bout it. headache.

dear pierced his tongue today. i din wan him to pierce cox it's quite pain. not only the piercing part pain but after piercing also pain. [what am i talking bout!?] now he have difficulties in eating and talking. hope his tongue heal soon. dowan to see him hungry and not eat. ^^

i need the motivation to study! my o's chinese are approaching and i'm still not settled down. sheesh. i noe i can pass chinese but i want an A1. i hafta work hard for it but i'm just too lazy. someone tell me i need to study pls?

tired tired. my eyes are closing soon. really tired. 2.4km run tomolo. pray that i'll pass okae? i dunwan to retake. and after 2.4km run i hafta go work. hope that i can take it.

ciaos`

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