i don't like you. maybe i'm jealous of you. i don't know. and i don't want to know.

as usual, i feel lonely. are they really my friends? i got a strong feeling they are not. or maybe they don't treat me as one. whatever. brain cells are dying. i don't want to think so much now.

last night sort of quarrelled with dear. sighs. i started it.. over a small matter. all he did was ask me one question.. 5 word question. and i got angry. i don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. thank god he din argue back. and now we are still as loving as before. =X

hp bill is coming. $63.43. damn. =( i don't have much money to pay for the bills after paying for my dear's tongue piercing. sighs. going on diet soon.

i hate myself.

♥ 3:17:00 PM