cried in school today. meili la. hahaha. no la. we were playing and she hit me. then i say i very sad i want to cry. but joking only. then suddenly got tears. i was still laffing at that time lor. then dunno y start to cry. sighs. =( then after that message my dear. the more i cried. boos. loser eh? =xx

was still crying abit during chinese lesson. then got better. sotong turned around and ask me why i cry. she say she see me cry she also sad. then she started crying. and i started crying again. but i was still laffing. then both of us + amanda + yanlin was laffing la. then zhang lao shi say i shud be teaching them chinese and not playing. then i ask her do i look as if i'm playing and then started crying agains. zzz. and zhang lao shi kenna shock! hahahas. she tot i so xiao qi. but i was crying over something else la.

i realised that i'm not a good girl. i make my parents worry, i make them angry and i make them sad. what a lousy daughter i am. boo. i swear i will work hard for o's and never let them down anymore. YES I SWEAR.

feeling lost and unwanted again today as usual. fcuk the world. i hate her face. GRRRR. amandas will noe who's the person i'm referring to la. and i realised that there are some fake pple in my class. i shan't mention who la. u will be able to guess if u observe carefully. (: can't stand it! brrr.

reallie glad to haf dear by my side. if i dun haf him, think i will collapse. i dun think i will survive. thanx dear! <3 (:

made a fool of myself today. blahs. miss lim ask me to read this passage:
Bishop Robert Solomon, vice-president of the National Council of Churches, said: "We want to strengthen the family unit, but the casino culture is not conducive to healthy family life." ("Religious and social groups disappointed"; ST April 19).

first, i read ROBERT as RICHARD. omg. haha. and i stop at "healthy family life". miss lim ask me continue and then i read ("Religious and social groups disappointed"; ST April 19). omg. so paiseh. hahaha. i'm supposed to read the next paragraph! BLAHS.

off to study chinese. 9 days to prelims. BOOS.

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